All in Life
I know what you're thinking... "Girl, you wrote that blog post being all inspirational and wanting to change for 2018... what's wrong now?" I still want change in my life, but when I tell you things blocked the hell out of my stride, it BLOCKED IT!
I'm calling it out right now..
I will start conversations with people.
I will reach out through email to network with other bloggers.
I will make this blog WORK!
So, for me to make things happen and start this new year off right, one main thing I need to do that may be a little hard for me is to talk to other bloggers! In person and through email.
Annnd typing that just made me nervous...
I hate to admit it, but I have fears.
I fear clowns.
I fear opening a can of biscuits and I fear big flying insects.
But one of my main fears is that I will become stuck in a career that sucks the life out of me. Well, that is where I am right now. I am currently "stuck" in a career I've been trying to get out of for years.
Here it is again. The season for more family gatherings and parties. SUMMER. *Sigh* I get so uncomfortable at gatherings. It feels like I can not be myself comfortably. On one hand, you want to socialize with some people, then that feeling of awkwardness takes over because you don't really know how to start a conversation.
And when I say I'm tired, I mean I don't want to do NOTHING! DON'T ask me to do anything, go anywhere, dress up, be nice...nothing!
I'm in my 8th month of pregnancy and I'm to the point that I want to be done and have this baby TODAY, but I know I'm not even ready for that day to come.
This quote really spoke to me... especially today.
I have been feeling like the situations I'm currently in, I have to stay in because of the amount of time I've put into it.... but why stay feeling miserable?